June 20th Solstice Live Energy Transmission
and Global Meditation
Hello ,
"I can't do it," is a mantra and belief that has plagued me from time to time since childhood especially in the areas of physical sports and cooking.
It started
in the school playground around sports, gym class and physical activities. I started off with great confidence but when classmates started snickering or calling me names, because as a fat kid I couldn't run fast, jump high or ran out of breath quickly my confidence waned. When I heard the calls of, "Tub of Lard, or "Put your weight behind it," parts of me jumped into protection mode using the strategy of telling me, "You can't do it," to prevent me from trying, from failure and the hurtful
words of my peers.
Up until the age of 12 I was a great and experimental cook. I would read a recipe decide I would give it go and voila a meal or a baked treat for me and my dad. And then came a few cooking disasters. Oh no one ever said to me that the meal was bad or I didn't do a good job. But I could see from the look on their faces, perceived pity or just dislike that the meal wasn't up to par. I felt like a failure and once again my parts jumped to
the rescue using that limiting belief of, "I can't do it," to stop me from trying and avoid the disapproval; the failure; the not good enough.
In all of my years of inner work I never worked on this clearing this pattern.
I guess I never really felt it to be important and the mantra didn't show up in areas of my life that were a priority, but it's there swimming as a undercurrent in my mind and most likely creating negative influence
more then I realized.
But when it popped up this week during Pilates class I knew I was being urged to deal with it. Thank you planets in retrograde forcing us too deal with the past.
My Pilates instructor was showing us a move and instantly out of nowhere I heard in my head, " I can't do that." The song SOS by The Police was playing in the background which I thought was appropo.
I was just about to modify the
move when consciously I realized this was a past pattern whose time must come to an end.
I tried the move and I did it! Was it perfect? No. Can I work on it and have better form? Yes. But I did it proving to myself and my parts that I Can Do It. And this weekend I have set aside time to turn within and clear this patterning once and for all.
This is an example of the kind of deeply hidden limiting beliefs and
patternings rising to the surface during our retrograde period.
For 12 days five of the planets in our solar system were retrograde forcing us to re-assess, re-view, re-visit the past for healing, consciousness and release.
We now have four planets in retrograde with Mercury turning direct on May 22nd which will leave us with three planets retrograde until September.
Those
beliefs and patterns which we may think small and insignificant but which pack a punch are rising to the surface for acknowledgement, learning, new choices and change.
Pay attention to what is surfacing in your life. That belief, looping thought, behavior, pattern etc.... The one that you have always known was there but you have left running amok while focusing on other issues.
What if facing that limitation once and for all is
the core or a key to unwinding other limitations from your mind, body and energy field?
A belief like, "I can't do it," swimming around in my mind is going to show up in many areas of my life, not just in the kitchen and on the sports field.
June 20th is Solstice a wonderful time on Earth when The Maximum Incoming Power of The Sun helps us to Empower Our Mind, Illuminate Our Energy Field, Charge Our
Soul, Receive More Life Force, Wisdom and Love.
Clearing these niggling patterns and beliefs will allow more Light to come in not only to the planet but also within transforming us from the inside out.
Heed the messages of Retrograde and prepare for the Magnificence of Solstice.
Love and Blessings to All ~ You Can Do It!
