Okay It's getting real.

When-ever I engage in creating and facilitating a process for everyone I come face to face with my own issues in that area. Where do I need a little bit of extra work? More consciousness? A deeper alignment and purge?

As I have been gearing up for Sunday's From Addiction to Choice To Freedom Vortex Activation I have been rejoicing in how far I have come in the area of weight, body image, food and self love.

I have reflected on where I used to stand in all of these issues and where I am now.

Acknowledging that Yes there is room for expansion but WOW how amazing it is to not have the pull of food, negative body image and lack of self love tugging at me every day.

And then my weight scale broke. Yesterday right after our 11-11 MASSIVE download of energy and during the after math of recalibration. Wednesday was a bit of a gong show in my life of broken appliances (two), a heating unit that went down, water glasses dropping out of my hands shattering on the floor and the most, shall I say, interesting people crossing my path.

I along with everyone else was and still are re-calibrating to the new energies and frequencies.

In the midst of this 11-11 Shift my trusty weight scale, that I have had for 20 + years, the scale I use to monitor if I need to add more or cut back, assess my Ascension weight gain and evaluate my Cleansing process went kaput. Dang.

While I had no problem spending the money to go buy a new scale I began to observe thoughts filled with anxiousness and worry swirling around in my head.

What if the scale doesn't weigh me at the same weight?

What if it shows a higher weight?

Gasp...what if?

And in a split second I consciously realized that on some level I was still attached to the number on the scale and addicted to those morning weigh ins.

I saw clearly that while I did use the numbers for good to celebrate my success and keep me honest in the food department, I also allowed them on some level to rule me, determine me, decide if it would be a good day or a buckle down day.

Sound familiar?

Because this situation popped up post 11-11 I knew intuitively Universe and my Higher Self were telling me Esther it's time to let go of the number and just notice how great you feel.

Consciously I agreed now is the time and this week's energy push took me to a deeper level of clearing insecurities and past addictions. How awesome is that!

Now this doesn't mean that I will never weigh myself again but it does mean it will no longer be a morning ritual and the allowance of the numbers to determine me and who I am has now lost its force. Thank goodness.

And so on Sunday November 16th when we gather together to address our Addictions and begin the process of transmuting them at the CORE I too will be with you spinning and purging away my reliance on the scale along with all the other heaviness attached to that behavior as you purge your issue.

It's going to powerful and dynamic.

One of the 2014 Activations not to be missed.

If any of this resonates with you,

Your Addiction pulling you down while you are trying to lift up up up,

And you want to change it NOW,

Come join me and let's shift the Addiction Energy together.