• Fear of Failure part showed up on the crown of her head
• It's job was to make sure that people, adults and children don't laugh at her: a protector part
• Started it's job at age three when people; mom, dad and other family members laughed at her
• There was a REALIZATION of knowing that these people were laughing at the cuteness of her actions but her little mind concluded that they were laughing at her to make fun of her to ridicule her
• She learned about making fun of and ridicule by observing other situations and through TV Charlie Brown
• The part's strategy was to make sure she didn't do things to stand out or look silly so that she wouldn't be laughed at or ridiculed
• It was a hard job for the part because she was a performer; a showman
• The part created insecurities of how she looked to keep her small, down and not so "show-many."
• This almost always worked but when it didn't and she decided she was going to stand out anyhow the part would sit on the sideline, hold its breath and wait to see what would happen
• Would there be love, applause, acceptance and smiles or boos, laughter, ridicule and frowns?
• Applause would get a sigh of relief: we dodged a bullet
• If she was laughed at then the part dug its heels in even stronger to keep her from shining
• This part was not her energy it was ancestral energy running amok inside of her
• It wanted to know if she would be okay if it left. Can she handle being laughed at?
• We engaged in much conscious talk about this subject getting her clear and conscious of where she stood while assuring and updating the part that yes now she can.
• Realization: in order to be okay despite the laughter, ridicule and boos both my client and the part realized deep self love needs to be present.
• The process continued with exploring the part's other strategies, beliefs and influences contributing to its job. Getting consciously up to date with the current situation. Clearing layers holding back deeper self love. Releasing all limitations, old energies and density. Embedding higher vibrations and frequencies into the mind, body and energy system
• In the end this part dispersed as it was not her energy
• Self love came forward in a bigger way
• The part that knows it is okay stepped forward to take a leadership role
  
• And the fear of failure crumbled

During this Activation and Clearing Process Esther will address and:

• Work with you in the Quantum Vortex the energy field where manifestation occurs and change is made on all levels of your body mental, emotional, spiritual and history, through all time-lines, dimensions and realities
• Imprint your body with your Ideal Body image
• Assist you in transmuting Negative Body Image
• Release outside Influences and Energies contributing to your current body situation (mom, dad, media etc...)
• Comparing Self to others
• Self Judgment
• Binging and Purging
• Overeating
• Anorexia
• Skipping Meals
• Rigid Rules around food
• Over exercising as a strategy
• Eating healthy during the day and blowing it at night
• Emotional Eating
• Belief: I will never change this. It is my lot in life struggling with weight, food and body image.
• Guide you to accepting the perfect body and image for YOU
• Feeling sale to release the excess energy of fat, weight, water, cellulite
• and much more