When I saw this photo pop up in my Facebook feed this week from One Heart, One Love, One Vision I smiled. I love the way this photo makes me feel inside. I connect with the bounce, wonder and magic of a little girl in a tutu being her True Self gazing out a window in awe of life.
But if you would have shown me this picture 10, 20, 30 years ago I would have instantly sunk down into a subconscious memory and feeling of being a fat, chubby, unloveable little girl who desperately want to be ballerina and be free.
As child I took the stage as a ballerina, tap and jazz dancer, majorette and flamico dancer. While tap was my favourite nothing compared to putting on a tutu, ballet slippers and twirling around the dance floor. I felt free, graceful, beautiful, my infinite Self.
And then it happened. One day as I was standing at the ballet barre practicing my positions for an upcoming recital I heard the loud whispers of my mother and ballet teacher behind me. They were talking about my role as the lead in the upcoming production and in exasperation my teacher and mom agreed that while I was very talented as a dancer it was too bad that I was so fat and chubby. (this was my recollection of the event.)
In that moment my heart sank and I lost the essence of who I truly be a magical, magnificent, talented, loveable amazing ballerina being and I became the fat, chubby girl that no one knew what to do with.
The energy of that moment snowballed and overtook my life for decades haunting me and showing up in every area of my life.
Finally in my mid-thirties I began the journey of falling back in love with my Self. Discovering, exploring and learning who I truly be. I was not that fat, chubby, unloveable kid I am a Spark of Creation, A Child Of God, a part of Source Energy, a magnificent, sparkling, amazing being of light.
I didn't fall in love with myself overnight. It took time to heal the wounds of the past, release layers of shame and guilt, let go of the charge of past memories and fully accept who I truly be. But I stuck with it and kept doing my inner work and transformed myself from the inside out because I knew that nothing was more important then Returning Me To Me. Reclaiming Me.
Isn't it time my sweet friend that you started the journey or took the next step of Returning Yourself To You. Fully embody who you truly be. Fill your physcial body with the pure Essence of your Soul. Reconnect with The Divine Love that you are?
In 5 Days I will be facilitating an Activation Process to assist you in Returning You To You.
And I have made it super easy to choose to participate.
You decide what you want to pay to participate: Activation by Heart Offering
If you unable to attend the webinar live there is a replay and MP3 download of the event
Yes money, relationships, health, well being, success are all important and I want those things for you too.
But consider this, when you embody your Soul Essence, Fall In Love WIth You, vibrate at the frequency of your Magnificent Self will you continue to push all of these things away from you? or will they be drawn to you like flies to honey? Date: Thursday August 22, 2013
Time: 8 pm EDT, 7 pm CDT, 6 pm MDT, 5 pm PST
Via: Webinar, Telephone, Skype
Length: approximately 60 minutes
Recording: Replay and MP3 download (if you are unable to make the call live and to listen to again and again)
Fee:
By Heart Offering, You Choose From The Heart What You Want To Give
To Sign Up, learn more about the Activation and how it came to be, click on the link below and join me and like minded people around the globe in waking up to a deeper remembrance of the Love that you are.
Esther Bartkiw is a Facilitator of Consciousness, Change and Transformation, Spiritual Mentor, Core Belief Engineering and Quantum Vortex Practitioner, Motivational Speaker and Writer.
She works with people from around the globe to awaken to consciousness, break through barriers, release limitations, dissolve fears, connect to their true self, open to all possibilities and live life with joy and ease. Opening you to the remembrance of your connection to The Divine and who you be.
Using ever changing and evolving tools, methods and processes Esther assists You in transforming any area of your life and stepping into your magnificence.
